Thursday, 13 August 2009

disembodiedvoices


listening to podcasts. kevin smith now. the overthinkingit gang to start off with. i feel to write... but no one gets my writing. am i thomas pynchon? do i strive to alienate my audience. i think no. but seriously no one gets it now. and this wasnt always the case. i remember school. i had fangirls. or my fictional characters had fangirls. god everyone loved joe. i was jelus. i was his #1 fan no more. but this was before i read any james joyce...

but beyond that. plotlines used to be easier. id look out the window of the car on the way to college and see things and spin a whole yarn about the random folk on the side of the road. now not so much. its a little scary my big fear out of 'i love the unknown' could be becoming reality.

the doctor asked him what he was afraid of
just what was he running from?
he said, "it's not a fear of success, nor of closeness
but of going through life feeling numb."

aw man i messed with the page and now theres no way to skip ahead back to the middle of the podcast again... cannot be bothered to download it. so will just have to find something else to listen to.. smodcast vs otip hmmm. going with otip#8 an oldie! appro as i just watched iron man last weekend. was trying to find iron man comics in forbidden planet yesterday. found only one back issue and other things looked more interesting so i got buffy season 8 (im sad i couldnt find issue#21 cause it has to do with harmony having her own talk show XD), angel, the goon (wanted to chek out other dark horse stuff), jack staff and young liars (the last one is about spiders from mars!!)

4 comments:

susie r said...

I've been reading Buffy Season 8 too. (Biggest Buffy fan from way back.) There's some good action in there, and I looove the Jo Chen covers.

pave said...

yeah they are so realistic and beautiful :) iv read only issues 20 and 22 so far tho...have u found them all?
im so used to reading comics in bits and pieces and out of order tho.

susie r said...

Yeah, I've been keeping up to date with this one, makes a change...

pave said...

lucky you! :D