i feel about 5. re-he-he-he-al-ly!

another year. another birthday. 22. do i feel older? not really. just woke up from a dream with louis garrel and audrey tautou in it...like their story was the background to mine...i was in this pub and it was this guy's bday and he was having like a mad bash...not by tradtional party standards but it was very lets eat a shitload of candy shaped like lush products...it was like a dream come true. i was all whoa when i was a kid i dream about candy. all the candy in the world mine. the wonka fantasy. and he was incredibly blase bout it. i was way more excited bout it. then he was amused by me and we bonded. it was sweet. then some confusions and plans to meet again later. and i went to look for him dans un restaurant but then many relatives of mine were inhabitiing this huuge as table and i dash in and look around hypertastically...and theyre all its ur birthday what have u got to do thats better than being with family..and i say nothing and dash out..into the night...into the rain. full drama. probly the scrubs time last night. and wanted before that. and the lingering influence of step up 2. kissing in the rain.
fantasy much? doh! i dig candy.